Does time really heal all wounds? What about the grief that comes with the decision to place a baby for adoption?
Adoption may be a gift from a mother to a child, but there is still a great loss that occurs. Can we grieve the loss of our role as sole mothers and find satisfaction in our adoption decision, despite the grief?
Grief is a normal experience for a woman after she has decided to place her baby up for adoption. However, just because grief is present does not necessarily mean that regret is present, too.
A birth mother’s level of satisfaction with her adoption decision can change over time. Some women remain satisfied with their choice for their entire life, some never, and most ebb and flow through a varied degree of satisfaction.
What determines how much time it takes to heal from an adoption? What are the factors that go into determining such a measurement of time and satisfaction?
These questions are important for all women touched by adoption, for they allow a conversation about healing post-placement. It is important birth mothers in this nation have the support that they need to heal, and that comes by educating ourselves on how we can support that healing process.
Of course, this means we first need to understand birth mothers better.
The Relationship Between Time and Birth Mother Satisfaction with Relinquishment
Recently, Families In Society: The Journal of Contemporary Social Services published an article: “The Relationship Between Time and Birth Mother Satisfaction With Relinquishment.”
This article explores how birth mothers make their choices for adoption and the experiences they have as a result. The study included 223 birth mothers who had placed their children for adoption within the past 25 years.
Researchers asked these birth mothers: “How satisfied are you with your decision to relinquish your child for adoption?”
Here is what the study found:
Six factors in a birth mother’s life stood out in terms of her feelings toward her adoption decision:
- Time since relinquishment: For every year that passed, there was a decrease in satisfaction.
- Age of the respondent: For every year for the age of the respondent, there was a decrease in satisfaction.
- Education level: The more education a woman had, the less satisfaction she experienced, as compared to more satisfaction with less education.
- Contact with the child: The more contact with the child, the higher the level of satisfaction.
- Full-time employment: Full-time employment proved the most satisfactory type of employment.
- Income: Those with higher income reported decreased satisfaction over time compared to those with lower income.
As we look at these results, there’s one thing to keep in mind: “The experiences reported by participants were varied and represent a broad spectrum of views about adoption.”
So, Is It True? Does Time Alone Heal All Wounds?
There is no black or white answer for this question concluded by the survey — because there is no simple answer for how any woman will feel at any given point after choosing adoption. There are too many life factors that come into play.
With so many factors playing into birth mother satisfaction over a certain period, more research must be conducted to determine concrete results. However, the implications of this study go to prove that our country is not doing nearly enough to support birth mothers long-term.
The truth is, no matter how much research I do, I can’t count on time alone to heal my wounds. There is self-effort, focus and determination involved to walk a path of healing. Of course, everyone is different, and everyone heals differently. Accept where you are on your healing journey, be kind to yourself, and most importantly — remember that you are not alone!
“When I stand before thee at the day’s end, thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healing.” -Rabindranath Tagore
Lindsay is a guest blogger for Considering Adoption. She placed her son for adoption eight years ago and hopes to use her experience to support and educate other expectant mothers considering adoption, as well as adoptive families.